revitalize

june begins tomorrow... it signifies the beginning of the end... the end of summer and well the end of one of the first vacations i have had since i started studying in Ateneo... four years of being required to attend summer as well as various planning seminars and formation seminars for my extra-curricular activities... this was my first real break... and well... i was not able to really do much... except sit back and relax... no long trips abroad... or any other place in the philippines for that matter... it does somehow seem ironic that i wasn't able to go elsewhere but i guess it also gave me time to reset my brain...

i say reset in a good way because i suddenly don't feel the rush that i used to feel before... always having somewhere to go... something to do... and perhaps this is what it feels like to bum around... something i definitely won't be doing once medschool starts... just seeing the newly made uniform in my closet makes me uneasy... surely UST will be a very different place than Ateneo despite the many Ateneo Bio majors that will be going to school there too...

somehow i've managed to step back from life during this summer and well i'm about to step back in again... it will certainly be a challenge... i just have to buckle up and pray hard that i'd actually be able to perform like my usual self... hopefully even better than before... it will take some time to get used to it again... i think my coping skills are not that rusty yet so i might just survive...

with two weeks left on the clock... i have to make sure i'd make the most out of it for it might be my last chance of enjoying what i can in my life... it's also the proper time to restore some vigor in me in order to prepare myself for the incoming school year... good luck to me and to everyone else who will be doing something new in their lives... or better yet entering a new phase in their lives...