happy anniversary my dear lainey! time flew by so fast that it has already been a year... i thank God for all that He has done for us... i love you very very much my angelainey!
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
studying to become a doctor is no joke... something that has become a mantra all these years of aspiring to become one... but mantras are not enough... it takes a real experience to make the feeling more tangible... just barely two days of classes in ust medicine and i'm already staggering... i seldom get sick and when i usually do it really is a bad sign... my head has been aching everytime i get home and i feel so drained of energy... sleeping early does no good as the lectures slowly pound the living life out of me... my wallet has been taking a toll of a beating as well because of all the handouts as well as the books that i need... take note this is even after chok gave me all of his materials... by the way thank you so much chok... i'm still trying to find solid ground... definitely this is something that i didn't expect... this makes college look like kindergarten... after hearing the orientations given by four out of seven departments... i can't help imagine the nightmarish appearance of the examinations as well as the load that i'll have to take on for the whole year... i just have to thank God everyday that i survive for i'm quite sure this will be one bumpy ride...
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
i say reset in a good way because i suddenly don't feel the rush that i used to feel before... always having somewhere to go... something to do... and perhaps this is what it feels like to bum around... something i definitely won't be doing once medschool starts... just seeing the newly made uniform in my closet makes me uneasy... surely UST will be a very different place than Ateneo despite the many Ateneo Bio majors that will be going to school there too...
somehow i've managed to step back from life during this summer and well i'm about to step back in again... it will certainly be a challenge... i just have to buckle up and pray hard that i'd actually be able to perform like my usual self... hopefully even better than before... it will take some time to get used to it again... i think my coping skills are not that rusty yet so i might just survive...
with two weeks left on the clock... i have to make sure i'd make the most out of it for it might be my last chance of enjoying what i can in my life... it's also the proper time to restore some vigor in me in order to prepare myself for the incoming school year... good luck to me and to everyone else who will be doing something new in their lives... or better yet entering a new phase in their lives...