this aptly describes how my blog has been for the past few months... i haven't updated and well the only excuse i have is that so much has happened since i last updated that somehow i do not know which are important for me to write about... with a confused mind can anyone think straight... well... i could write about my new house and how my new room looks good and how my new bed feels great to sleep on but i felt it too shallow of a feeling to express in contrast to the sentiments i have written in this blog in the past... i could write about the recent tragedy but that would just be plain sad and well... that was the underlying theme of my holiday season... so basically i have finally decided to make this post as worthless as possible so that it will give myself time to think of what i've really done while i haven't updated my blog and as well as reflect/concentrate on what i should be doing the next few weeks... perhaps thinking too seriously can somehow hamper any real success and by doing so will never give you any progress...
i leave you with one quote i found... enjoy...
"thoughts are the shadows of our feelings - always darker, emptier and simpler"